Because I work for myself, I was able to get out of CCC for this rainy and pretty disgusting July4th Holiday. Downtown was dead. I mean deserted and sort of sad - remnants of the previous night partying were evident in the streets.
Getting out was not really that big of a problem The office of course was deserted. I actually enjoyed the privacy.
I got to have lunch with Sally and Greg and the boys. I always enjoy them. Lots of love and just wonderful to see them. I spent the rest of the day doing odds and ends and waiting...every day is a new adventure...in terms of timing, understanding the process etc.
If I had stayed sober, yesterday would have been 9 years...bittersweet but I don't know if I would change anything about the present...odd to say...the past couple of days have been fascinating to say the least.
Herbert Spencer allegedly wrote that:
There is a principle which is a bar against all information,
which is proof against all arguments, and which cannot fail
to keep a man in everlasting ignorance—that principle is
contempt prior to investigation."
The fact is that I was so afraid of what I was going to find at CCC that I was pretty much pleasantly surprised. I mean I would prefer not to be there but on the whole, the situation could be worse.
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